A fish out of water

I was in a fair for business purposes. There waiting for customers or prospect to visit the boot. And it was ok.

But at some point during the day I started to look around to try to understand where I was. And I was in a kind of crazy world.
Stunning women, very high heels, very short skirt, always smiling. Isn't this just a fake place? Am I meant to be there?
Hard to believe but I am shy in a situation like that. I want to create and hole in the grownd and go below. Or just take the door and walk away. I am surrounded by people I do not know, lot of noise, lot of yadda yadda yadda talking about nothing: "yes, we need to connect and talk about business - sorry only one moment" and they start talking to another person. I do not even remember your name but I have to pretend I do. Where have we met? Oh yes now I remember we have had a drink last time in that hotel.
Follow me I introduce you to this guy you have to meet. And you forget the name after a second.
I feel inadequate. I feel like there is no real mean to be there but I know I am wrong. I know it is my fault beucase this is the way it works.
And in this crazy world of models, noise and fake smiles only two people touched my heart for a little while. But I am not there to be touched. I am there for business. So what? Is business heartless?